Lost.

Daddy,

my heart is aching tonight. I have been hanging out with some new friends at the pool a lot lately and have blinded myself to their ignorance of You. How could i have done that? Tonight was a huge call out to me to step up how i present You to other people by how i live. I have to admit that lately i have been falling pitifully short. That will have to change. If others did not grow up in church like i did and even then it took me to decades to fully get You, then how am i supposed to think that they know anything about You? How i live and present You with my life might be the only glimpse of You they will every get. help me Daddy I am drowning here.