Control Freak.

*sigh* God, this is the thing i struggle with the most. I never thought it was a problem before, but then You started getting all in my personal space and i began to notice a whole lot more. I have been doing a lot better letting go of things and leaving them min Your hands where they belong, but some days it is still hard. It is little things that i just want to grab onto and not let go of. But i know You are all good and You have already planned my life step by step. And i know this time i am in now is not only important, but crucial. I have been learning do much and growing so much. And Jordan has too. It has been so amazing being able to see the growth in him. I know You are busy working in his life as well as mine. I feel a little down lately though so I am going to need you even more. Thank you for this time even though i am confused and unsure. I hope in You. You are my only hope, my only source of strength, my everything.