Little Me.

*sigh* daddy where do i begin? I guess i could just think everything i am trying to put into words and you could read my thoughts but i really need to put this in writing. it's Jenny God. I have never met a girl who frustrates/exasperates/worries me as much as this girl and never have i loved another in the youth group like her either. I simply adore her. The potential she has makes me want to pull my hair out and knowing her possibilities if she ever truly gets who You are keeps me up at night marveling at what she could be one day. She has more influence and charisma and talent and beauty than is really fair for one small girl. But she has no one to believe in her. And so she tosses it to the side, throws it in some dark corner of her closet because really no one thinks she is good enough anyway right? That is what she hears from the people who are supposed to be her biggest fans. But i believe in her daddy. And i know you do. So, what can i do for her? I try to love on her. I try to give her special attention. I try to make myself available. I try to encourage her. But is it going to be enough. Because at the end of the day is it going to be my words ringing in her ears or the voices of jealousy and disbelief and indifference? I don't know. I wish i could see a year from now and see who she will be when she graduates. Will anything i did have made any difference or will the cool kids and family and guys have left the biggest mark on her? Please God change her heart radically becauses really i am helpless. I can love her and pray for her but any real change will ultimately have to come from You. I am begging you on her behalf. Change her heart in a huge way. Please God, i love her so much.